Welcome to me

A big part of me is a reflection of what is going to be written here...

I let myself taste the sweet and bitter, salt and pepper and just fly away in this private special place i like to call....thoughts without wings.

Be one of those who read and feel...my pain, my soul, all and more i can ever feel inside...
Its not just me..its all who are and were a huge part of my life.

For this and that..that and this..read me and leave a comment, i will appreciate that gesture so MUCH!!!


Seize the day....


terça-feira, agosto 21, 2007

I remember when

Oh i do..

those days,

those full days,

you would come here and be with me...

Sometimes
we talked

Other times
not a single word

On the other hand
we had special moments

the ones where i just slide my hand
in your hair

the ones where we'd just kissed
embraced

the ones where you were more than
i could ever imagine

i feel the need
to have that once more

but...

i know that
its not going to happen
ever again.

i cryed because i know
its part of a distant past.

i cryed because i know
i just know

bye
until ever
bye until
tomorrow
in my dreams
How should i act?

feeling thousands of punishements
inside my head

Feeling im loosing my mind

I dont seem to learn to live
without having you in my dreams

even when im awake

not mentioning
when i sleep...

Give me a chance..

or dont.

What could it be better for me?

To have that chance?
Or not?

Im breaking down

I cannot resist
i want to feel you near

i cant drive my heart to where i should

im lost in time

lost in this time
that fades so fast and doesnt bring me any closer
any closer to you

maybe its supposed to be like that.

Crashing inside

something as broken
i need you to say NO

deep inside my eyes
deep inside my heart

kiss my soul
embrace my pain

make me feel
alive...
or on the other hand
kill my desire

wanting to have you here
without having a clue
how....
Uma hora apenas
Trinta minutos

impossivel, será?

Ten minutes just give me

five minutes

a minute

a second

just to show you
how much you mean to me.

O tempo passa
voa

Os dias correm
as horas
os minutos
os segundos

Nada acontece

Queria ter-te aqui
nem que fosse por apenas...
por breves minutos
segundos até
desde que fossem muitos

para olhar-te
para poder
quem sabe,
Sentir-te

dizer-te

que te quero aqui.

Impossivel não querer
o teu carinho
o teu beijo
a tua essencia

preciso que saibas isto
e mais
e tudo mais

all that ever was
All you never known
And should

please give that time
to say
to do

everything i ever wanted

tudo
tudo

que no fundo não é nada

nada

sobro eu e nada

nada

querendo eu tudo

please
por favor

só uma chance

i'll wait for you

or so i think
or so you want

or so we desire

segunda-feira, agosto 20, 2007

Words..
there are none

i simply cannot describe the feeling
i cannot

once again
i cant believe

YOU
again in my life

Without even
being in it

Without even
caring

Não consigo explicar
Não consigo

As palavras não ajudam

não tenho nada
para dizer

so sinto

dor
angustia
de te querer
de ainda querer

o que nunca foi..
nunca vai ser

words
empty words

a full heart
empty of hope

hope that doesnt fade

odeio-me
por sentir

odeio-me por querer

so mais uma vez,
por favor

just one more time

sexta-feira, agosto 17, 2007

Dor,

Amor,

paixão,

sofreguidão.

Desejo,

beijo,

crente,

doente.

Palavras sozinhas...

abandonadas por mim...

sempre presentes no meu coração.

Como te quero!!!!

sempre
ontem
hoje
e
AMANHÃ

Como te quero!!!

como ainda significas tanto para mim!!!

Doí demais ainda pensar assim.

Queria ter-te aqui..
Estar perto de ti.

Que saudades....

Não consigo evitar.
eu tento,
eu luto,
mas n sais de mim.

Culpa minha?
tua?

porque é que nunca mais...?
para que é que pergunto?
não me vais responder....

Sonho acordada
com esse reencontro

E NADA!!!!
Absolutamente nada!!!!!

E não mais irei...
Eu sei.

Acabou.
DAM

There's something about...

Something about your eyes...

something about YOU


i just dont seem to resist!!!

i dont know why
this keeps happening

It's been so long...
So many time

DAM

Please give the chance
To go back
to the THE day
that day

I said NO

blame myself forever

DAM

Come back
come on
Sempre aqui

Sempre acreditando que o dia vai chegar

Estou a tentar ser o que até não sou muito

POSITIVA
em relação a ti...

E logo a ti...

Obvio eu sei

sim não precisam de me apedrejar

É errado.
Sim eu sei.

Nada consigo fazer para mudar isso, nada mesmo.

Eu tento, há anos que tento
E não muda.

Batalho
Choro
Grito
e Não muda.

Continuo a querer,
a desejar,
e cada vez mais...

Doí
magoa
sofro muito...

E nada muda!!!!

Mas porque?

Should i blame myself...
Should i be...
No

My heart leads me
He'll take me
i'll follow the way
Or so i think

sexta-feira, agosto 10, 2007

Sometimes i feel like crying

Sometimes

and just sometimes

You became a part of me

Sometimes and just sometimes

I deeply fall in sorrow and wipe the tears
just because of you
just because of you

Sometimes and just sometimes

Pain becomes emptyness
emptyness becomes sin

And so i go
and so i stay

Wonder where to travel
Wonder where to stay

sometimes and just sometimes

Kissing fantasies
embracing dreams

Truth is what we dare to believe

I believe in you

sometimes and just sometimes

You're mine

White fades to black
Black fades to red

red as my hot lips
Pumping
jumping
wanting

your kiss

that does never come
does never come

Life doesnt repeat itself
Some chances only come once

Forever holding the thought
forever sensing the desire

Close your eyes and dream

sometimes and just sometimes
With me
Perdida...
Achada...
encontrada...

Sempre em busca de ti...

Sempre...

A cada passo,
A cada palavra sofrida,
murmurada...
chorada...
partida...

embrulhada na saudade
da certeza de que
nunca mais serei

:((((