How should i act?

feeling thousands of punishements
inside my head

Feeling im loosing my mind

I dont seem to learn to live
without having you in my dreams

even when im awake

not mentioning
when i sleep...

Give me a chance..

or dont.

What could it be better for me?

To have that chance?
Or not?

Im breaking down

I cannot resist
i want to feel you near

i cant drive my heart to where i should

im lost in time

lost in this time
that fades so fast and doesnt bring me any closer
any closer to you

maybe its supposed to be like that.

Crashing inside

something as broken
i need you to say NO

deep inside my eyes
deep inside my heart

kiss my soul
embrace my pain

make me feel
alive...
or on the other hand
kill my desire

wanting to have you here
without having a clue
how....