I manage to cry
every single day

i manage to smile
every single day

both feelings
come from the same end

nothing i can do to ignore it

nothing can be done to change it

Lost
alone

completely ran over
overwhelmed by all

unable to fight
just because i dont want to

unable to give
because i know
it will hurt more

fighting the emptyness thats as reached me

sweating
breathing
wanting all

running away from evey single moment

should i?

NO

i cant deal with it right now
or maybe never

words dont say
what i feel

words hide my deep thoughts and emotions

tears clean my face from the sadness im in

Am i the one to blame?

everything happens for a reason
or
maybe
i let it all happen
maybe
i just gave up
maybe

i just dont know what
to feel..
to say

The sorrow is gettin bigger and bigger

the will as gone away
but wants to try

i cant
i wont
i shouldnt

please
tell me why
i'll tell you all

or maybe not

im another lost soul
in the sea
near the wind
wrapped in sand

take me
i'll go
......

will i??

......