sad...

Sad...
Wondering why,
expecting a change...
maybe you'll try
believing we will...
Not knowing to think,
not knowing to cry,
misterious you
coming my away
fighting to run
maybe to hide...
kissing pain in cloudy cold
whispering dreams
to an empty room...
closing a door
Just behind you.
Swimming in blue hot
crystal Water
sensing the flavor
the heat
washing myself
in my sleep.
Sad..